No matter what you are what's your age you still miss your old days sometimes you become too much nostalgic and you can't find an escape from that nostalgiaLike I'm these days nostalgic depressed above all these afraid whenever sonething from past knocks in my life I feel afraid why why and why thats all what I think I was 23 when I got married to a government employee and I was 24 when he died the marriage was a whole time struggle but the end was tiring I didnt stuck there I moved on in my life he was a good