Chapter 1 - After 15 years
Karan , Please. Talk with me at least.
She requested on whatsapp messege.
Don't force me please. You know I am the weakest man in this world, I could not handle love at that age and after 15 years still I am not able to handle it all, now I have more complications, I have a loving wife and beautiful kid. And you are asking me to meet you, all of sudden after 15 years of break up, which was not break up but you ditched me. But anyway Jiya, I don't want to remember all those painful memories,it's still hurting me even after fucking 15 years, what the fuck is going on, why the hell I am writing this long message to you? See it's me, still want to tell you much things,want to start rom the day when I came to know that you have got new love in your life, Birju, Birju was his name right ? Jiya, please , Don't make me more weak, my hands are shacking while typing all these, and why I am still typing ? Good Bye.
Karan locked the phone after sending reply to Jiya and close eyes and take rest to his big office black revolving chair and started rotate chair slowly, his heart beats were fast, hands were still shacking, he felt like to have water but he burn his ciggarate in office.
His phone got new message from Jiya.
Relax, U are still same, I can feel the pain and love in your reply, Karan , What I told you yesterday was the truth, I am not happy with my husband, I need someone who can take care of me and my daughter. I want to give divorce to Sameer, And I need support in this bad phase of my life. :( ,
Jiya ended her msg with sad emoji.
Why should I support you now ? Where were you when I was having baddest,saddest, hardest, weakest, maddest, phase in my life , where I was bagging you on call, crying for hours in Telephone booth, in those day you used just hang up the phone as soon as you hear my voice, and Now after 15 years you are asking for the support ? Where are your other boy friend ? Ask him to give you support for whom you left me and I lost my only support of my life, Jiya you don't know what have happened with me after you left me,you don't have any idea how I was taking each breath keeping in mind that you have gone. You just ruined my life. I really have regrets why I looked in your eyes first time, and then I lost myself. Sorry Jiya. Karan burned his finger with cigarette while sending msg.
Karan, You remember, once I told you that Sometime When I miss you, I used to get pain in chest, Same pain is happening now, I think Those memories doing this again to me. This pain is sweet. Because it comes with your Memories. Jiya replied.
Karan got smile while reading her reply.
Jiya.. I still feel that, but now as some damaged heart diseases. 💔😆 Karan replied with Brocken heart emoji and laughed.
Shut up, you are healthy , don't think anything like that, And Karan even I felt all that pain but I accepted it and moved on, and you seems still there in 2005, Jiya replied.
Yes, Right, I am still there, some part of my heart,mind, soul still living there, and may be my soul will be there always even after my death. Karan replied
Karan I don't want to chat if you are going to chat all these stuff. 😡 Jiya replied with angry emoji.
Ya…ya.. u r still controlling me like before. You know how to stop me, hou know all my weakness, just one straight warning of not chating and I be in your total control. Anyway. You say what you want ? Karan asked.
I want peace in my life. I need break from my mother in laws, My husband, I am in our Town Diu for few days, will you come Diu to meet me ? Jiya requested.
Yes, my parents are still live there at same place, and I live in Rajkot with my wife, I frequently visit Diu, and your street, your colony, our tution class, our meeting point, I visit all those place. But Jiya,this time when you asked me to meet, I got goosebumps, I am not sure what should I do ? One part of my heart is racing to meet you, and one part is saying don't , it's keep remind me that I am married now, and my wife loves me and trust me blindly.
I am confused. Karan said.
Ok, It's fine. I was wrong, I should not ask you to meet, Even I am married, But I thought it's been so many years and we still miss each other sometimes, to give respect to this feeling, I just wanted to meet to talk how life is going. But anyway, I am sorry, Bye. Jiya replied.
Jiya, don't play this game again with me. Give me sometime, I ll tell you tomorrow. Karan said.
Next day Morning.
Karan was looking at his wife, Shital. She was making breakfast for Him, with big smile on her face, she always feel so happy to serve good breakfast and food to Karan, Karan was watching it with lots of thoughts in his mind, he was still not sure, He wanted to tell truth to his wife but same time he was thinking what if shital takes it wrong way, my life will be ruin again, and same time he did not wanted loose this chance to meet Jiya for which he always waited, He has so many things to ask jiya and so many things to share with her. After so many yes and no he made his mind and decided to meet Jiya at Diu.
I am coming tomorrow to meet you. Karan texted to Jiya after reaching office.
I knew it, you can't deny me. Thank you Karan 😊 Jiya replied with Happy face emoji.
As per Shital's trust she did not even asked single question. But asked him to please take care and drive safely while Karan was leaving for Diu by his car in the early morning.
End of chapter 1.
