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His pov
Looking around me I found darkness same darkness which i used to find peace once alluring to me right now is suffocating me. Once it was my life but a sunshine came and took me out of from the darkness but now as she is gone the darkness is surrounding me again and no one is here to bring me back.
It's night time and I can't sleep. Looking at her from my phone screen I realised how happy she was looking in this pic . My heart hurts its pain making me feel distress I can't describe in words. There is a void inside me. I just one glimpse of her but I know I Don't deserve to get it . No one else but I am to blame for this. I ruin everything myself . Now I don't even know where she is and how is she. I broke her heart brutally when she was loving me healing me but a broken person like me cannot love they ruin everything and everyone around them. I know from starting that I don't deserve her but I was a selfish back than and still I am that's why I can't leave her. I had made this mistake before but not know I am going to win her back. She can make hell fell like home.
When I first saw her I knew she Is gonna be death of me. I thought I will never gonna fall for her but here I am left like a living corpse without her. I can't imagine a life without her I know I had fucked up everything badly but I am going to beg for her forgiveness till my last breath if she wants me to. There is no reason of my life without her being in it. There is no Viaan without his inara.
She is in my bones in my heart . I'd had to tear myself open to let her go. I know we had parted ways but not more now I am going to find her and win her trust back. I will make everything fine between us no secret, misunderstanding, revenge nothing just me and her . This viaan is not like before I am changed she had changed me this sepration has made me realise how much importance she had in my life, how much hold she has over my heart, over me.
Instead of crying here I wish I had chosen her over my madness than she will be here with me in my arms. They say a villan don't deserve love but she was different than others she saw my demons but instead of hating me she fell in love with this villan and made him fall over heels for her. She made him that much in love with her that he can go to any extent to have her. "If I had to burn the world, for her, I will without any second thought."
Now I know clearly where my priorities lies. I had completed my goal. Now There will be nothing that can separate us princess. I am coming to win you and your trust back princess. This time no one can separate us not even this villan....
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2 years back
She said she loves me but i know she is not serious. Love is not a thing its just a myth that emotional people use to fool each other or further I can't love her I am incapable of loving someone. And ontop of that she is a fruit a forbidden fruit that I can see from far, but can't touch or taste. She is a distraction a sweet distraction which will eventually distract me from my mission. If I don't want her to distract me If had to stop her affecting me for that I had to push her away from me by hurting her feelings. I accept that I get do get affect by her tactics by her those beautiful doe eyes which held so much charm, her that seductive voice which can make any men bend on his knees for her. And furthermore I don't want her to get stuck in my mess .
Flashback end
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His pov
This wasn't suppose to happen. I wasn't suppose to love her like that . When I first met her I wouldn't had imagine that she would be The one I ache for, The one whose name will leave me the nostalgic pain. She mean more to me than I ever expected.
I was lost in her thought when my phone ring bring me back to present accepting the call I put phone on my ear. My bestfriend Reeyan was on the other side he is into hacking And other Technical stuff.
Hey! Viaan he replied urgently on the other side...
Mission successful I had find her whereabouts.. She is in.....
Call ended
I hung up the call after listening him telling me about her whereabout. I found you baby . I am coming back to make you mine forever. This time no one can separate us . Wait for me my princess.
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On the other hand
Inara was in hospital for routine checkup .
In hospital room
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Her pov
I was lying in the hospital bed after changing in the hospital gown. I am here for my routine checkup . My pregnancy 5th month has started and baby is healthy. In wish he was with me in this stage of my life.
Aniyah shook me making me come out of my dream land. She was talking about how baby is healthy and growing.
Are You missing him ummm your baby daddy inara.... She started asking me handing over me over some tissues for cleaning gel from my belly.
Stop Aniyah I replied talking the tissue from her hand and cleaning my belly with it and tossing them in dustbin.....
Don't pity me or my baby I am enough for my baby and we don't need him.....
If he ever comeback I will never gonna forgive him never in this life. He made me realise thar that "A pretty face doesn't mean a pretty soul."
Thankyou Aniyah for your assistance I will call you if I had any problem. I think its time i will take my leave now I said walking out of the checkup room.
Nevermind inara its my job to take care of my patients and furthermore You are my friend. If You fell any kind of discomfort I am just a call away. Now you can go and take care of your self and baby . Call me after reaching home...She said escorting me put of her cabin.
Pov ends.
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Outside the hospital inara was waiting for her uber to arrive.
After sometime the uber arrive and she got settle inside the back seat of uber... Than the uber driver look at her from the front mirror and smile....when She saw the driver she was shock ...
She said you....
To be continue in next book (Stars can't shine without darkness)
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Okay guys 2nd chapter is going to end on cliffchanger and tge story going to start from second book.
Now in this book I am going to write about their past how They met, fall in love and separates.
