Chasing butterflies …….
(A spicy hot romantic and suspense thriller)
By
Kotra Siva Rama Krishna
She immediately understood what he wanted then and her mind was filled with disgust. She never felt any interest in sex. After seeing that her own mother gang raped often and after being subjected herself to a brutal rape at her twelveth year itself even before she became a woman, she lost all her appetite in sex. Unknowingly she developed disgust, hate towards that.
What was more ironical here was despite her negative feelings, her disgust and hate towards sex she had to do that quite often. In fact this Manohar was an animal. He did not know how to behave.
She silently freed herself from the chair and followed him into the bed room. Any opposition from her whenever he required this, would make him even more brutal.
He started slowly undressing himself. She did not want to look at him and closed her eyes. But she knew that would sure make him angry and she did not like to make him angry at all. Now she was dependant on him and without his supporting she could not manage to live. She forced herself to open her eyes.
As she was watching him so, he took off his shirt and banian and unbuckled the belt of his pants. She was watching with her usual horror. He unbuttoned the pants and it swiftly dropped on to his feet. He kicked it off and came close to her. Now she could see only underwear on his body and her heart filled with fresh disgust.
He stopped from her at a two feet distance in that room. She knew what he would do next and there was again a strong urge in her to close her eyes but she did not. It was not with interest to see that spectacular view but with the usual precaution not to make Manohar angrier, she kept open her eyes. He would behave like a wild animal in sex and if he became angrier there would be no end to his kinks. She did not want to be more and more wounded in the hands of this brute.
Then it started in the way he wanted. She did not know how much of time she has suffered like that but it came to an end in the way he wanted. It was an ordeal this time also to her just like everytime to her. She did not know how long she has to suffer like this with him. The irony was after her marriage with him she has to suffer like this her life long but she wanted so much that he would marry her. In fact she was doing all this with the hope that he would marry her. She often wondered how and why her life has turned out like this and why could not she live like any other girl of her age. But she never tried to delve deep in that thinking because mostly she herself was the reason for her plight now.
“You never have been cooperating fully with me. You know I cannot go anywhere else for this. When you try to understand this point?” he irritatingly asked her.
She became aghast! What an outrageous remark that was! He enjoyed her like an animal, as fully and totally as he could without bothering about her feelings at all. But still he was saying like this! She wondered whether it was the blood or ice that was flowing in his veins.
“If it is so I cannot agree to marry you.”
This very statement made her startled and she came to the previous position on the bed and looked into his eyes. “What you are talking?”
“Yes. If you not cooperate with me with interest in this, I cannot marry you at all.”
The firmness in his voice was making her even more uneasy. She knew she had to be compromised herself once again. She had to marry him and settle in her life. It was not for her but for her mother. She wished her to be so. She still could remember what her mother used to say quite often.
“Atleast you marry some wealthy person and settle in your life. A wealthy man without having any troubles. Then you need not lead a life like me.”
With lot of care and thought she chose Manohar. She was hoping a lot that he would marry her. If he would not, there was no chance that her mother’s dream would come true.
“I am sorry. I did not mean to be so with you. I have some problems.” She never had told him about her past.
“Better you get them solved.” He did not ask her what they were. His uninteresting towards her problems made her feel bad even she knew it would not be otherwise.
“Sure I do. But don’t say that you would not marry me.” There was pleading in her voice.
He nodded his head. “I am feeling quite tense as Susmitha went away like this. Did not she say anything to you?”
“No she did not.” Remembering the day when she tried to make her a drug addict, Madhuri said. In fact Susmitha stopped talking with Madhuri after that day and only Madhuri was phoning to her and talking with her. It was another incident made her feel guilt and hate on herself. She should not at all have tried it on her so. But as she feared Manohar would not marry her at all if she did not do it, she ventured it like that.
“You behaved very foolishly on that day. You have tried to make her take the drug, while you, yourself not consuming any. How she would believe you? You have completely marred a great plan.”
His accusation made her heart cringed. “I am sorry.” She said.
On that day, in fact, Madhuri did not agree at all to make Susmitha a drug addict. Even Madhuri started friendship with Susmitha at the instigation of Manohar, Susmitha was indeed a very sweet girl and on many an occasion she helped Madhuri also. She just did not like to make her a drug addict and said firmly so to Manohar.
“We are not going to leave her a drug addict like that all the times to come. Once we have got some of her properties in our name, we got her joined in rehabilation centre and make her usual and normal self. But unless we make her a drug addict, she would not listen to us.”
“This is appearing very much absurd! Anyhow….” Madhuri paused for a second and said. “………she would not get any rights over her property until she attains her twenty second year. What is the use in making her a drug addict now?”
“There is only six months’ time to her to enter into her twenty second year. Can we make her a drug addict and be obliged to us in short span of time? If we start something from now itself, by then she becomes completely obliged to us. I swear, we don’t leave her as a drug addict like that. We make her hundred percent normal again by getting her joined in a rehabilitation centre and she can enjoy most of her properties also.”
Still Madhuri was undecided and remained silent without knowing what to say.
“Your mother wanted you to marry a wealthy man. If we don’t do this I cannot become a wealthy man and you have to marry a poor man who has no means even to look after you. Will be your mother’s soul at peace if it happens so?”
That made her irritated a lot and she felt angry on herself. Observing the Manohar like that in the college, she thought that he was really wealthy. Without much delay, even against her will and wish, she gave herself to him. By the time she came to know that he has nothing at all, it has become very public and everyone came to know that they both were going to marry. Now the situation was like that no one would marry her and unless in some way or the other he would become rich, her mother’s wish would not be fulfilled. So she has to agree to what he said but it has become a failure like that. Even it spoiled like that, even Susmitha got lot of angry on Madhuri for her trying like that, Madhuri felt very much happy that Susmitha did not become a drug addict.
“You have to help me in finding her.” he sat in the nearby chair and looked towards her.
Manohar did not tell Madhuri that it was not enough to Susmitha to enter into her twenty second year but also has to marry to get the right over her father’s properties. If he said so to her she could easily understand that there was no use just in finding Susmitha because she shall have no rights over the properties until she married also after entering into her twenty second year. As it is the case, Manohar and his family get rights over her properties only by her death. Madhuri thought a lot even to make her a drug addict. She never would agree to anything harm happen to her and there was a possibility that she might intimate the same to the police.
She sat up on the bed while still holding the blanket around her body. “Sure I do.” She said.
“Very soon she enters into her twenty second year. Then she gets her rights over the properties of her dad. Then we ask her our rightful share in our property. Only with the fear that we ask her to write some of her properties in our name, she escaped like this I think.” He said.
So he had no idea to kill her, she relieved herself. There would be no problem even he found her now.
“If she has become a drug addict as we have wished, we would have no problem on this day. We would have kept her under our control and get done whatever we want by her quite easily luring her with that rare drug. But that chance was missed because of your thoughtlessness.” His voice turned accusing once again.
She hated the idea of making Susmitha a drug addict a lot. Susmitha was a very good friend to her and helped her many a time. Madhuri in fact felt a lot relieved and good when the idea of making her a drug addict failed like that. She tried that only to satisfy Manohar and to make him feel that she obliged him.
“Try to remember all the places where she may go. Remember all her friends and tell me. Ask her whereabouts if she calls you. Don’t forget to inform me immediately if anything relating to her comes to your mind and comes to be known to you.” looking into her face he said.
“Word to word. I shall do as you asked me to do.” She got off from the bed still holding the blanket around her. She wanted to be dressed herself completely again and his presence was troubling to her. However much he fully saw her naked body just minutes ago, she was feeling shame and disgust to be completely naked before him again.
“That bitch is that much clever she destroyed her cell phone I think to prevent us from tracking her through her cell phone. However many times I called her, the message is only ‘not reachable.”
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