Chasing butterflies …….
(A spicy hot romantic and suspense thriller)
By
Kotra Siva Rama Krishna
Even the ceiling fan was rotating with full speed and the air condition was working, there was little sweat on her body. Her body felt so cool to him. He had kissed all over her face and settled his mouth on her lips. Their smooth rubbery touch created fire in his body. With difficulty he disentangled himself from that place and started his downward journey on her body.
“Madan” she called him.
“Tell me.” Madan was completely indulged in enjoying her beauty.
“Do you remember one incident in our lives?” she asked him. Now she was quite oblivious what he was doing on her body.
“Unless you say what it is, I cannot make an affirmative statement.” She was completely naked in his hands and he was in a state of euphoria.
“It happened five or four years back.” She was saying in a trance like state and both of them were on the bed side by side while he was just busy in enjoying her body. “I knew that you were coming into the guest house bed room then, I took the keys from Vineet, opened it and entered into it. I had made myself completely naked and waiting on the bed for you. My opinion was seeing me naked like that on the bed you would be tempted a lot and have me.”
He was listening with surprise. He just stopped whatever he was doing and looked into her face.
“You did enter into the bed room as I have expected. You have seen me completely naked on the bed. There was surprise in your eyes. You had remained few minutes staring at my naked body…. for some time. I had seen desire in you. I had seen that you wet your lips with your tongue. I had expected that you would possess me then and there and enjoy me. But you did not do so.”
Madan got away from her body. The same fear struck his heart once again.
“You have controlled yourself and decided to go back. Then I came off the bed and hugged you strongly from the back. But you mercilessly threw me off and went away from there.” Looking accusingly into his face Susmitha said.
“I very well remember that incident. But it is not with you.” looking fearfully into her eyes Madan said.
“It is with me Madan. Whom you are thinking that I am? I am Mamatha.” Laughing loudly Susmitha said.
“But….but…. you were sealed in a ……” Madan tried to say something.
“I have acted like that to make you people think that I left Susmitha’s body. That exorcist is a great cheater. He cannot do anything.” Controlling her laughter Mamatha said.
“So, you have cheated me like this.” looking angrily into her eyes Madan said.
“No. I did not cheat anyone. In fact you people tried to cheat me. You people tried to seal me in a bottle and throw me into the sea. I have been saved only because that exorcist did not know how to do that.”
Madan got off from the bed. “I am going now.” He said and started moving. He was completely disturbed. His mind became numb. He felt so much relaxed thinking that Mamatha was imprisoned in a bottle. But she was not removed from his beloved Susmitha’s body.
“Just finish what you have started.” Holding his right hand strongly Susmitha said.
“No. I cannot. Leave me.” Trying to relinquish her grip Madan said.
“No. I would not.” Hugging him strongly from the front Susmitha said.
Then he slapped on her right cheek with all his might and to that force she had fallen onto the left side on the bed. For few seconds there was no movement at all in her and then she sat slowly again.
“What happened?” looking into the eyes of Madan, Susmitha asked feebly.
Madan did not say anything. But he felt a little relieved on seeing Susmitha surfaced again in her body.
“I am asking you what happened?” she asked again. There was confusion in her eyes and voice.
“That Mamatha did not leave you Susmitha.” He said with a small voice.
“What?” there was surprise and fear in her voice.
Madan explained to her what happened.
“My God!” putting her hands on her heart Susmitha said. “What should we do now?”
“It is all because of Vineet. He has taken such a useless exorcist to our home. We have let you suffered a lot with the hope that he might make that devil leave your body. But nothing like that happened. That exorcist is quite a cheater. I am not going to leave him. I shall see his end not because that he could not expel the devil from your body but because he tortured you like that while making us believe he was relieving the devil from your body.” Madan quite angrily said.
“Forget the exorcist. We may better think about another solution for the problem.” Susmitha said.
“What other solution we can find out now? That hypnotism did not work out. This exorcist technique as well resulted in nil. Despite being a psychologist that Sukanya cannot be much help to us. What should we do now?” there was despair in his voice then.
By then Susmitha adjusted her clothing and came near to him. She hugged him strongly and kissed on his cheek. They both remained silent for some time.
“Are not you feeling fear dear. Are not you feeling fear because of all of this?” Madan had broken that silence.
“I never feel fear as long as I am with you.” she smiled. “Soon this problem would be solved. We shall find out a solution. I am confident.” She said.
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By then Madan came to full opinion that Mamatha had entered into Susmitha’s body. It was indeed second or third thing that Susmitha could not be known about. That farm-house room incident was hundred percent happened. He remembered it for a long time afterwards as well. Mamatha’s saying so about that brought back the old memory.
He did not know that Mamatha was in that room. She was just twenty or so of years aged then. He did not think much when the farm-house was unlocked so. He thought Vineet or his brother were inside of it. He became dumb struck when he entered into that bed room and found her so on the bed. Mamatha might have taken the keys from Vineet and entered into the farm- house like this. She heard clearly when he was saying to his vadina (brother’s wife) that he would take rest in the farm-house in the after noon. She was with his Vadina in the kitchen at that time. He could understand why she had planned it like that then. She wanted to make him to do that to her. If he committed that sexual act with her he would become completely hers. He had got lot of angry on her then. But now he was not feeling angry at all. He knew then and now too that she behaved like that to make him her man. But not with sexual desire.
However hard he tried that his mind not to project, once again that particular memory, the naked form of Mamatha popped up into his psychic vision. All naked she laid on the bed. It appeared that her breasts had got their fullest growth. Even after completely freed they were firm and stood erected. The small nipples on them were like soap nuts and black in colour. She let her hair loose and some of that fell onto her face. She was quite abashed and not trying to cover her nudeness at all.
He wanted to go away from there immediately but it was just like that his feet were stuck to the floor. With great difficulty he turned to go away from that room but she came fast behind him and hugged him strongly. Her cold naked body touch from the back was so luring and for a moment he strongly desired to become naked himself and have her then and there. But he controlled himself and had thrown her on to the bed and went fast away from there. Even instantly he enraged a lot for her behavior like that, later on he felt little pity on her. Even he could not love her even a little, he understood that she was doing all that only out of deep love on him. So he did not tell about that incident to anyone else.
While remembering her naked body so, he was feeling a strong stirring in himself again. He was sure even now too only with overwhelming love on him she behaved like that on that day. It was also quite sure to him that she never desired for his wealth and properties. But why she had loved him that much? What specialty she had seen in him? How he could be that callous to her despite her strong love towards him so? Why he did not feel even an iota of love towards her at any time? In this regard he did believe Sukanya’s theory. He was seeing her from his very childhood. So she could not instigate any special feeling in him at all. Moreover she herself trying to get his love like that as well made her cheap and unattractive to him. Even she was not as much beautiful as Sukanya and Susmitha she too used to be attractive and youthful.
What was going to happen he could not think of. He was feeling fear that Susmitha might become completely as Mamatha after some days. How Sukanya as well failed in this he could not understand. She was clever and intellighent and she got distinction in her post graduation with psychology. He knew that she was as well feeling a lot bad as she could not get success in making Susmitha normal.
“What you are thinking sitting all alone?” entering into his room Vineet asked him.
“What else now there is to think?” looking at him with a frown Madan asked him. “I thought that Susmitha’s problem is solved completely with this exorcist. But it came up again. I just cannot think of how to solve this.”
“Is it is so? What happened?” with a frown Vineet asked him. Then Madan explained to him briefly what happened.
“I am so sorry. It is my fault in fact.” Vineet said. “I thought that exorcism sure would be helpful and clear Susmitha of that devil. But….”
“It is alright. Stop that.” Madan said dismissing him waving his hand. “What should we do now?” he asked him.
“Better let Sukanya continue with her treatment. She sure does get success in it.”
“But so far what she could do? Nothing. How can we be sure ourselves that she can solve this problem? At the same time she is not giving any medicines to Susmitha.”
“In psychological treatments there may be no medicines.” Vineet said.
“The next step said by her in that psychological treatment is putting tremors to my spine.” Madan said.
“What is it?”
“Susmitha has to be admitted in a mental hospital.”
There was few seconds silence as Vineet did not say anything. He remained silent. He knew that Madan was worrying a lot and whatever he would say make him even more worrying.
“How is going your relationship with Sukanya?” with a small smile on his lips Madan broke that silence. He made indeed an effort to change the subject in their talking. In fact he himself wanted that change.
(I hope that you enjoyed upto here. I shall publish the next chapter as soon as possible. Please don’t forget to rate and review it)