Hello everyone, Thank you for your love and support for all my books that I have written.
Today, i am going to tell you a beautiful part of my life. A chapter that heals my soul and brings happiness in my life. Everyone has some stories to tell but nobody is there to listen me. Today i am feeling the same
I am feeling alone that i never feel before. A strange feeling coming from inside like i have lost something precious in my life today.
You can call it whatever you want but as per my point of view it was a God's plan. I met a random girl whose name is Swaraaaaaa. I saw her profile picture and suddenly my fingers went to the chat box...I sent her "Hello" but didn't receive the reply. After 2 days i tried again and surprisely received her reply.
That one message and I was not aware of that my life is going to be like a beautiful Garden. We started to talk little bit. While chatting we both got to know we're very far from each other.
Eventually, our chats started to increase, we successfully grabbed each other's trust. Talking from morning to till mid night. My day was always starting from her "Good morning".
We exchange our numbers. There was nothing secret between us. She told me everything about her and i told everything about me. We became veryyyyyy closeeee friends. Yes a friend - No boundries, No limitations, No hesitation only me and she.
A true definition of friendship. But my heart was saying something else to me. I started falling in love with her. maybe she also likes me. I never directly propose to her but sometimes in a message I am telling her how much i love her.
We were totally lost between us. Sending Messages, photos, doing video calls etc. if we not talk for 30 min then my heart starts saying "send her message/ Do a call".
However, we both were aware that we don't have any future togather. I got her message let's reduce our talk and talk only once a day on a fixed time. I was confused but I said ok for it. Later that she explained the reason behind this she said "You have to focus on your work", you have a bright future don't distract yourself. And then I realised she is correct.
After that we had our *final call.* She was asking again and again what is your point of view on this and I was totally silent like a dead phone. I had no words to explain her how much i love her.
Then I realised she is totally correct. I have to focus on my work and don't need to fall in any trap. So i send her final message and express what i wanted to say. With a final Good bye.
I received a reply for my "Final Good bye" she said - *"Avinash u will always be the chapter of my life that I bookmark for rest of my life .. one day I will open the page .. and reread ..this beautiful part ..again and again.. to relive .. and I willl definitely not going to lost myself again ..that I found with you .. take good care of urself. .and be confident and work harder .."*
and the full stop has been put in front of our story.
*I know she also loves me unconditionally but she can't express it to me.*
I just want to tell her I'll never stop loving her, she is not just a girl, she is my everything. No matter if we'll meet in life or not but for me you're the only one.
*Lovvvvveeeee yoooouuuuu Swaaraaaaaaaaaa from your Avinashhhhhhhhh.......*
I have a lot more to say but since she left me I am alone. I am always there to listen to everyone. But, now nobody is there to listen to me.
Nobody is there to say How's going on Avinash? Had your lunch? How are you feeling?....
I hope God will give her all the happiness in her life. and lots of unconditional love from my side.
Thank you for reading my feelings. As nobody is there to listen i decided to write it down. I don't expect if this book will work well or if there are any grammatical mistakes or repetitive words. It just came out from my heart and I wrote it down. Now I am feeling good it feels like "Dill ka boj halka ho gaya".
No matter what but I'll be always on your side swaraaaaaa.
*The End*
