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The story was started of attraction,the teenage feeling's always affected by the hormones it make the mind dumb and we live in our imaginery world my classmate the life had given me meet some special people who will live in my heart forever so shivansh started getting his attention to me in 11th class we were in different sections the science and commerce i used to sit in front row in my class he also used to sit in same place in his class we have english and hindi class in combining the students of both sections. I know you must be thinking what i am telling you. He was the first crush of my life i admit it at some whenever someone used to scold him i get worried i used to teacb him even hindi he used to ask each story from our book in hindi english subjects i was a introvert person so i did not talk much but shivansh have that way of talk that he approached me myself as you know everything have good and bad effects first i will tell you the positive point of our friendship i can say by the way till now i am in confusion that what relation we had until this November we were friends i am talking about 2018 guys and the story is of 2012-2013 my school time only the person had given that much memories i am not able to write even the whole story of our meeting our moments i am always greatful to him as he made me laugh. But never i had this feeling that i will like him and he will be my crush ..my first crush 
We become friends according to me but i do not know even he understand me as a friend because i expressed my feelings to him but he never responded earlier. As one year passed and his girlfriend left him he camed to me and said that he wanted me to be his girlfriend but i said no because i always wanted a lover not a formality i don't need timepass and i never felt that he even like me so i take a decision to say no. I just forget to tell you guys i was madly in love with him but he never even cared until this 2018 i was is contact with as a friend but i forgot that a mea n person like him can never be my friend i tried my best to be friend but he ruined it. And you know how i let him go as i met my neighbor he was a tall heighted guy above 6 feet he had a great personality he become my friend we used to talk day night ..First we started talking at roof he was quite flirty any girl could have fallen for him now also he is a great talker, and loving friend he used to talk with me about everything he was very open guy i becomed friend with him i made my first facebook id in my 12th cls after my board exam. After roof we started taking in facebook. He was a great entertainer , he maked me laugh , he was so loving and caring person.