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I think you all are well....

I rocked my whole mind and prepared to say my answer.
Everyone was looking at me eagerly in their eyes.

Me : I'm really sorry to say this uncle. I am not ready to marry anyone, not just your son. Sorry uncle 😔..

I look my dad . His eyes filled with tears. he leaned back on the sofa as he placed his hand on his heart. Oh god.... again he get heart attack 😭.

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My eyes filled with tears. I woke up suddenly. Thank God it was a dream. I will never let this nightmare I saw come true. I kept crying all night. That's why when my uncle asked me I agreed with him for our marriage.

Present

All of this was coming before my eyes as I was descending the stairs. It was only after I came down the stairs that I realized it was not a dream but a sign. Now my hands began to tremble with tension. Because everything I dreamed of was actually happening here. Same questions same answers.... I just froze in tension.It was only when Charan asked that question again that I came to my senses.

Charan : C'mon janani.You can say your answer without any anxiety and hesitate.

I look my dad....

Me : I wholeheartedly agree to marry you.

I never wanted to say this, but now I do. The world's worst feeling is when your whole family is happy because of you but they don't care about your happiness and your wish .
I come to sense when I hear a voice of charan.

Charan : please god save this girl... If your choice is to fall into the quicksand, who can stop it?😅🤣

Many of us laughed after hearing what Charan said.but some of us look him with annoyingly. 🤨

Ravi uncle : ok ... ok ... my dear boy . Stop your nonsense talking. This is your turn. Now tell me your decision.

Charan smirking at me and nodded ' yes ' . Every corner of my house is full with joy. But in my mind and in my brother’s mind there is no such joy.

Decided to be engaged in one more week. Unable to control my tears I ran from there to my room. My brother follows me. I closed the door of my room , lying on the bed. And started crying 😢.

Athul enter my room. And asked me

Athul : This is not fair j. Why did you do like this j ? Don't say you did it for Dad. How many more things are you going to do for Dad?

I just hug him and started crying like child. I kept crying until peace was restored. Then I wiped away my tears and started answering him. Explain all about my bad dreams and I explained that everything that was happening in the dream was actually happening. I explained the fear I had.

Athul : i can understand j. But if you have a lot of dreams about your future? I know j . But.... You should not have done this. I talk to uncle and make him understand. Definitely he can understand.

Between our conversation kaviya entered my room and She looked at us.

Kaviya : what's going on guys. Why did you both leave that place ?

Athul : nothing sis. We were both talking about an important secret.

Kaviya : oh really... nice joke athul.
I could not suppress a laugh..... I am so glad you are going to be my sister in law. Ok j give me your mobile.

Kaviya did not expect my permission. She is texting something on my mobile.Then she gives me my mobile.
Kaviya : ok j . We have to leave now. Meet you soon dear 😘.

I got a promise from my brother that he would not say anything to my uncle . Finally he accepted and left.

That one week moved as fast as the rain clouds. Today is our engagement. We moved from our house to our uncle’s house.Our engagement was decided at uncle's house. Our uncle's house was very large and surrounded by gardens with full of flowers 💐,. Our uncle's house is four times bigger than ours. I have been to my uncle’s house many times so far but today I have a different feeling for something. The whole house was decorated with flowers and was very beautiful. Our engagement was decided in the evening. My mother told me to be ready for engagement. Of course priya and kaviya helped me . With their help it was easy for me to get ready. I was wearing a beautiful purple saree 🥻 adorned with flowers 💐. When I looked at myself in the mirror I was amazed at my beauty. But me only know the pains that are in my heart. I had a fake smile on my face. it was time for our engagement. When I entered into the engagement hall, The place was full of people all over. All the people there were talking happily to each other. Charan's mother come close to me, with smile she took her eye liner and put it on me. And bless me. I looked at Charan as I turned my gaze. Charan was looking really handsome with his blue cost and dark black denim. His dark black hairs are perfectly cut. He is continuously talking on his iPhone and side by side to the relatives. I don't think he is looking at me once.
Kaviya walked to the middle of the stage and started talking.

Kaviya : ladies and gentleman's have your attention please. I warmly welcome everyone gathered here. Happy to see you in this awesome day. We are gathered here for my brother's engagement. I'm really happy for you my dear brother. I am very lucky because my friend is coming as my sister in law 💕. Then why are you waiting. Let's start the party guys.

Charan was already in stage and kaviya held my hand and led me to the stage. Charan look at me and smirking at me. All the guests who came greeted us one by one. I was standing there motionless like a photo hanging on the wall. Some people were dancing 💃. Some were talking to each other. In the middle of it all Charan often looked at me and smiled.

Priya : C'mon Janani. Let's dance.

Me : no priya. Not interested.

Priya : oh c'mon j . Please....

I look my mam. She was intimidating me with her eyes. That's why I say no to priya. But i really like to dance 💃. Dancing at her wedding is every girl ’s dream. But .... now. Oh god Charan was looking at me and my mother alternately.

First of all where is athul.I searched around and found him nowhere. Charan look at me and smiled. I turned my head as if I was not noticing him.

Charan : Who are you looking for ?

Me ( answered his question without turning my face ) : I am looking for athul Have you seen him ?

Charan : yaa... you look soo beautiful 😍 💖 .

Me ( annoyingly ) : You are saying something else without answering the question I asked.

Charan : you are right. But what can I do baby ? Didn't seem to talk about anything else after seeing you.

He smiled ☺. But I was staring at him.

Charan : ok ... ok ... dear cool. I know where he is but I'm not going to tell you. But I will say one thing for sure, athul is alright and safe. So you don't worry.

Again i staring at him. He turned his face and He continues to smile.

I was relieved to see athul coming in.
Finally it was time to exchange the rings. Kaviya hand over the rings 💍 on both of our hands.

The first chance is always given to the bride. My hands were shaking with anxiety and fear.But Charan stretched out his hand in front of me eager to wear the ring 💍.

I saw the face of everyone in my family. I do not want to spoil their happiness. So now I'm ready to exchange rings 💍. I got ready to wear the ring on his hand. Suddenly an idea appeared. I walked over to my dad.

Me : ok dad. Now I'm ready to marriage. But one condition. I will consent to this marriage only if you forgive athul. Please dad .... forgive him for my sake . Please...

My dad : oh dear .... this not a right time to talk about it . But it's ok. No need to worry I forgave him for sure.

I looked at my dad and smiled. Now athul come to me and hug me tightly. Then I look my dad. He smiled and hug my athul.
Then i go to the stage. Charan was looking at me in amazement. Then I put the ring on his finger. This is charan's turn. But He was immersed in his thoughts. What was going on with his mind ?

Charan : I also have a condition that this marriage should happen.

Everyone is looking him with big question mark.

But in my mind Maybe this marriage will stop if my dad doesn’t accept his condition.

After a short pause Charan began to speak.

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