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They all are very curious to know what his condition is. But Charan just make fun with them.

Charan : I don't know much. But there are a lot of rituals for getting married in the Indian way, aren't there? I will only agree to this marriage if your daughter dances with me at all ceremonies. 😜😜

He said and smiled teasingly.

Ravi ( uncle annoyingly ): oh my dear boy. Please stop your nonsense taking. First Go and wear the ring on her finger. I don't care if you dance or sing after that.

Charan nodded yes with big smile on his face 😄. Come to the stage and look at me with cute expressions. Put the ring 💍 in my finger.

Then charan came near me and whispered in my ear.

Charan : Now you have no choice darling. You can't tell me like i can't dance with you. You are ready to dance with me ??

He held out his hand with the intention of grabbing my hand. I have no choice but to accept what he said. Because everyone was looking at us. I put my hand on his. It's totally a different feel. Charan held my hand very softly. Of course gently. Charan let me to the dance floor. DJ play some romantic songs 🎵 . In that dance floor everything is good. Decorate with color lights . That time DJ play one of my favorite song 🎵 . I don't know why but That song brought a smile in his face. He walked towards me with big smile 😀. Charan pulls me closer by grabbing my hands and wraps his arms around my waist. Oh god .. i am just feeling his warm breath on my neck. I can feel a grand race of heartbeat 💓. I can hear my heartbeat in my ears. I'm totally nervous. I closed my eyes and try to smile and relax. My legs moving for the music 🎶 without my control. Finally I come to the senses when the guests and friends are cheer for us loudly. Dance was end but Charan did not leave my hand. Suddenly the power went out. I can only see the darkness around me. I was holding his hand tightly too for fear of the dark. I knew his mockery laugh 😆 even in that darkness. So I tried to take my hand out of charan's. But i can't. Then i think about that power cut. Everyone in the place was thinking about it. Suddenly we all heard one voice. I know it's kaviya's voice.

Kaviya : ok ok guys. Don't worry. It's not a power cut. We decide to give big surprise to my dear friend J 😊. Ok J are you ready ? Lights on.

When the power come i just see athul. Of course he only stands front of me.

Athul : oh my dear J.. your surprise is on your back side.

Then charan leave my hand. When I look at back. I totally surprise. Unbeknownst to me there was a smile on my face. Oh god my school and college friends, and Those who work with me are also standing there ( my colleagues ) . After long time i see them. I just run to them like the kid who saw the toy store . I just hug them and welcome them with full of joy 😍. The only good thing that happened on this day was that I met my friends. I just want to thank my 3 idiots ( athul, priya and kaviya ) . Priya and kaviya speak with friends. And athul.....

When I search athul. He speaks with Charan with lots of smiles on his face. I'm totally surprised to saw that. Between that one of my office mate swathi come to me and congrats me.

Swathi : oh dear. I'm really happy for you. You hide without telling me anything, didn't you?. I thought I should hit you as soon as I saw you. But now i change my mind . I'm really surprise to see Charan as a groom. Of course he is soo handsome and more talented 😍. You are truly lucky dear ❤.

Me : thank you swathi. But I can't understand what are you saying ? Do you know him ? I mean how you know him ? .

Swathi : of course dear. Why not ? Everybody knew him.

Me : but.... swathi

Swathi : oh c'mon dear. This is not a right time to talk. Let's enjoy the party 🥳.

Me : but swathi....

Swathi took me to the dance floor. Everyone was happy. But I'm in confusion. How did swathi know him ? . Then athul At first he had no interest in this marriage. But Now why is he more interested in it.

The party was over before all my questions were answered and the guests left. I'm soo tired. Kaviya showed me my room. I just lying on my bed 🛌. I was in one place but my mind was not in one place. After a while I fell asleep without realizing it due to fatigue.

It was close to 10 o'clock when I woke up in the morning. Why didn’t anyone wake me up ? . Then I go to bathroom and do all my routine. When I leave my room i just see everyone was assembled in hall. Everyone was busy with decorating and arrangements for mehandi function. This time priya and kaviya also busy . I feel soo lonely 😞.

Since I had no desire to eat anything I decided to go back to my room. When I turn back. Charan was staring at me as he spoke on his cell phone . When I look him he started smiling in such a way 😍. I never want to talk to him. So i quickly rushed to my room And I closed the door fast. I just closed my eyes 👀. Think about last night. Athul, priya and their attitude 🙄. Of course swathi's reaction. Suddenly I remembered dancing with Charan.

I come to the sense when I hear a knock at the door 🚪. When I opened the door I saw a girl standing there. I don't know who she is.

That girl : hello mam. I'm nusha. Did I disturb you mam ? .

Me : no no. But i don't know who you are ? .

Nusha : shall I come in mam ?.

Me : yaa sure.

Nusha : thank you mam. I'm your fashion designer mam. Charan sir just sent me. I have come to make dresses for your wedding mam. You can tell me your choice about your wedding dress mam. I will do for you as you have said.

Between the time priya entered the room with my lunch. She hand over it to me. She inquired who had come. Finally priya is willing to choose my wedding dress 👗 . Thank God priya This is the greatest good thing you have ever done in your life. It has been several hours to she chose my wedding dress.

After 6.00 mehandi function. So i get ready for that. I did not like the way Charan looked at me. I decided to wear clothes that didn’t fit me. So i wearing a yellow color dress with heavy embroidery. I don’t like myself when I look at myself in the mirror. Then How he likes me. That yellow dress perfectly mismatch for me. But as usual my plan was ruined.

I completely forgot about that ritual. The bride have to wear the dress which is from groom's house. Oh god now there is no option. It was a multi color dress 👗. It looks really awesome. When I see myself in the mirror I'm really surprised 😮.

After a while Priya came to pick me up. When we enter into the hall. All eyes were on us. Of course Charan. He just looks at me with his cute smile and without blinking his eyes.

With in few minutes the function starts. Only our closest relatives were there. Priya and I sat on the couch. One lady who is in her 40. She put mehandi in my hands. I was watching everything going on around me. When that lady finish her work, Priya was looking at my hands with interest.

According to our culture, the groom must find the first letter of his name on the bride's hand. So priya called Charan and explain all about this.

Again Charan start his smile and He came near to me and sat down. Charan held out his hand. Priya grabbed my hands and placed them in his hands. Charan searching his first letter C in my hand. Oh god In between he looked at me and smiled. Again and again it's happening. But something is wrong. The letter C was written on the palm of my right hand. Of course Charan already find it. He knew but he did not say it outside. Why did he do like this ?.

Priya : Look well you can't marry my J if you can't find it. ( and she laughed loudly ).

Then athul come there and sat down next to Charan.

Athul : oh c'mon ya ( priya ). What did you think about my B-Law ?. All this is very easy thing for my B-Law.

Priya : bela ? What do you mean by bela ?

Athul : oops ya ( priya ) . It's not bela it's B-Law 😉. Short form of brother- in-law. How can I call my sister's husband by name ? So he is my B-Law.

Priya : not bad athu dear. I never even thought you would be friends so soon.

In fact Priya said what was on my mind. Then athul and priya started their nonsense taking 🙄. But Charan continuesly looks me. The only thing I knew very well was that he was not ready to let go of my hands. Oh god he was not in sense and like don't care about what was around us. But his mobile saved me. When it's rang he comes to his sense. He received the call and speak with someone. But what surprised me was the different language he spoke. I think it's French. After that He got up from there and tried to move. But priya did not allow him to go.

Priya : oh c'mon charan. You can't escape. First complete your task. Then only you can go.

After hearing priya's words Charan raised his eyebrows and point out the letter C which was in my right palm and leave that place quickly.

Priya started laughing 😆.

Priya : oh god j . How sweet he is. He already find that letter. But he didn't ready to leave your hand. You are truly lucky ❤ 💖. ( Laugh again and again ).

Oh god what happened to this priya. Before she never behave like this. But now she totally irritating me. I didn’t want to be in that place for even a minute. So i leave that place and went to my room. Lying on my bed and look my hands. Truly my hands look very nice with that mehandi. Then I think about the behavior of charan.

Me : At first he was holding my hand without letting go. But When he saw the call on his mobile he left my hand the next moment. How strange he is ?. How can I spend my whole life with him. Is he really suitable for me?. ( tears rolled down in my eyes. )

I just open my eyes when I hear my mobile's ring tone. I see the screen of my mobile, I was shocked to see that it was written as Charan calling. I can't remember when I save his number in my mobile. It was only after a while that I remembered it was done by kaviya. I pick up the call.

Charan : hey darling. I think you are not asleep yet. Can we talk now ? Actually I need a favor from you .

Me : yaa sure. You can Ask me.

Charan : oh god thank you darling. Actually I mean the thing is I like to look around this town. But my father never let me alone. If anyone has a companion with me he will let me. So i ask to kaviya and athul. But they refuse. Because of the arrangement work. When I ask to priya She has something else important work to do. So she also refused my request. You know right. I have no friends here. So you are my last hope. Please darling... Can you come with me tomorrow?. Please... Because I don’t know when I will be back lndia again if I miss this opportunity now. That's why I am asking you.

Me : i can understand. But I have to go to my office tomorrow and give the letter to resigning my job. I have to get permission from my parents also important.

Charan : oh c'mon dear. I already get permission from your parents. And office... it's not a big deal. We can go to your office first and finish your work. After that we can go around this town. Will you come with me darling ?

Me : ok sure. I'm coming with you.

( I have no choice. If i miss this chance, i don't get another chance to visit my favorite places in the town again. )

Charan : If you are ready at 8 am I will come and pick you up.

Me : yeah ok. Good night 😴 🌃.

Charan : good night my sweetheart. 💕 😘 Close your eyes and relax. I will be in your dreams.😘🥰😅😅

Oh god... Does he know my name or not? He always call me like dear, darling, baby, sweetheart bla bla bla.... oh God it's totally irritating me. Ooh c'mon j try to sleep. Because tomorrow is an big irritating day in your life. So you have to face it with full of fake smile. So please sleep well. Good night j. ( I was talking to myself ,and try to sleep )

IN MORNING 🌄

I didn’t sleep through the night. But I woke up early in the morning. Do my routine work. And get ready for today. When I leave my room, i just see athul, It never happened like this. He was very active running here and there today and doing work. I do not know why he is soo active. He totally enjoy his work. I thought to ask athul but by then Charan had called me from behind.

Charan : Happy morning dear. Shall we move ? We can eat our breakfast somewhere outside.

I just nodded. Then we leave his house by his car 🚗. At first everything was fine and then I got that suspicion. Whether he knows how to drive a car or not ? Of course He repeatedly pressed the car's brakes.

Me : shall I drive the car ? If you drive like this we will not go to my office we will just go to the police station.

Charan ( with smile ) : are you sure ? Can you drive a car ?

Me : Better than you.

Then we exchange our seats . I just drive the car directly to my office. My whole focus was on the road. But his focus was all over me. when I asked him he nodded and smiled.

Charan : I want to compliment you on driving so well. In fact driving a car in India is very difficult compared to Canada.

Me : yaa i know.

We reach my office. I got out of the car but he did not get out. I just see him like what.

Charan : You finish your work and I am waiting for you right here.

I went to my office. Of course see my friends. Some of them greeted me. Then i go to my boss's cabin. She was not there. I think I will have to wait a little longer. So i want to inform charan about this. It was only when I searched for my mobile that, I remembered I had forgotten it in the car. So i leave the office and went to the parking. I just see some girls take selfie 🤳 with Charan. What shocked me was that my boss was also one of them. Then that girls leave that place. Charan and my boss keerthi, I found that they both were talking like friends. Do they already know each other? But how ?

Slowly i move towards them.

Me : I just came to see you but you are not inside the office mam. Actually mam....

Boss keerthi : oh c'mon dear Janani. I know very well what you have come to say. Forgive me I could not come to your engagement. But I will definitely come to your wedding. I will take care of the steps for your resignation process so you do not have to worry. And i have to say this dear. You are really lucky to have Charan. It is your good fortune that Charan has become your husband.

She greeted both of us and moved on from there.

Charan : shall we move now ?

Me : yaa sure. Where we go first ?

Charan : We can go and eat first. Because I'm really hungry 😋.

Me : yaa why not.

Within 20 minutes we reach one small restaurant. Of course it's already 10 o clock ⏰. So Not too crowded there. We find one table and i sit opposite him.

Charan : dear I think you are very quiet. I agree that you are the best at driving a car. I'm sure to win if there is competition among us as to who is the best at speaking😅🤣😂.

I stared at him and he bowed his head and looked at the menu card. After seeing the menu card his face totally changed like, All the questions in question paper are easy but I just don’t know the answer. Then he hand over the menu card to me.

Me : what happened to you ?

Charan : darling please order some spicy food for me. Mainly ordering some vegetarian food. Actually the problem is I really like Indian food but i can't remember names of foods.

I just see him without blinking. Between the time waiter come to take orders. So i order something. But The waiter was just looking at the charan.

Waiter : ok mam. Sir... your order please.

Me : I just said instead of him.

Waiter : ok mam. Sir... you are Charan right. I mean Charan mehta...

Charan : yep. you are right.

Waiter : welcome to our restaurant sir..

Me : How does he know you?

Charan : i don't know. Ok baby leave that. Why did you look at me in that such a way ?

Me : nothing. It's just casual.

Charan : oh c'mon dear tell me what ?.

Me : actually.... don't mind my question. Are you vegetarian?. I ask you because Kaviya always eats non-vegetarian food whenever we go to the restaurants. Not only that, she always says that " vegetarianism is all about the menu card used by animals. Why should we humans eat the food that animals eat ? "

Charan started laughing.

Charan : She was always like that. Such a girl. In first, I used to eat non-vegetarian food but now I do not eat. Because of some reasons...

Then.. I think you know a lot about Kaviya.

Me : of course why not ? Kaviya is my best friend forever. We have known each other well since childhood. I will never forget the moments I had with her. Such a nice girl. Too talkative. When we make a conference call , she talks a lot and she never gives chance to others.

Charan started at me for few minutes. In the same time waiter come back with another one. The new one welcome us and introducing himself.

New one : hello sir... hello mam... welcome to our restaurant. I'm the manager of this restaurant sir. glad to see you sir.

The manager of a hotel comes directly and serves us food. Why should he do that ? . I fell into my thoughts. Come to sense when Charan start speaking.

Charan : How dare you talk like this about my sister ? ( he laugh loudly ) But I definitely agree with your point on that phone call matter. Oh god... When she talks to me on the phone I leave my phone nearby and go to sleep. When I check my call history in the morning the call duration is more than 5 hours. 😅😅😆😆

We just talk more and more. Then we leave the restaurant and go to the temple and beach ⛱ 😎 Cafeteria , park, more and more. I looked around the whole town today quoting the charan.

Charan really talk too much and There was always a mocking smile on his face. It's really a strange day. Finally we decide to end this day with coffee ☕. The time when we wait for

Coffee i just noticed that charan looking at me without blinking. So i start the conversation.

Me : what's wrong with you ? You grew up in a foreign culture but why would you want to marry an Indian girl 👧 like me ?

Charan : Is there anything wrong with marrying an Indian woman by someone who grew up in a foreign culture ?😅

Me : nope😒. Ok tell me. What do you expect from your wife ?

Charan : from you... ?😍 ( Smirking and said ) not much.

Me : what do you mean by not much 🙄🤨 ?

He sipped his coffee once. And smirking.

Charan : ok listen carefully. I did not expect much. I need someone to share my joys. No need to make me happy just laugh along with me when I am happy. I don’t care about the limits of your happiness. I do not care who is the cause of your happiness. But I will not always allow others to bother you. Then... Give me your shoulders to lean on and cry when I come to you as sad. Think of my shoulders as a place to hide your worries and tears. Importantly think that all that mine is yours. And that's all....🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️

I'm totally frozen in surprise with a strange feel when i listening to him speak.

Charan : what about you darling 😘. ? What do you expect from me ?

Come to sense and reply to him.

Me : sorry... i never expect from others.

Charan ( with excitement ) : are you sure ?

Me : damn sure.

Charan : oh god Charan. A girl with no expectations is going to be your wife. You are truly lucky Charan ❤ 💖. ( with cute smile 😊 😃) ok baby let's go...

we decide to went straight home from there.On the way he talks a lot. More or less he use that words again and again like baby , dear etc...

Me : May I ask a question?

Charan : why not ?

Me : Do you know what my name is?

Charan : what 😳?

Me : then why did you call me in such a way ? Like baby , darling, dear,....... bla bla bla.............

He just down his head and started his smile 😃.

Me : what's wrong with you ? Why are you laughing now ?

Charan : Nothing.. actually....

Charan struggled soo hard to suppressed his laughter and began to speak.

Charan : actually baby. Don't mind my words. In fact i don't like your name.

I stared at him without saying anything. Then he continued .

Charan : nothing is wrong. But I just want others to call your name as Janani Charan. After that I will try to call you by name. I can not say for sure but I will definitely try.

Again he started smiling 😃. Oh god his smile......

Then we reach home 🏡. Everyone in the house was already asleep. So he wish me good night and go to his room. Then i enter into my room and get hot both. Change my clothes. And lying on my bed 🛌. I was thinking about what had happened all day today. This is the most different day I have ever seen in my life. First athul, What changed his mind ?

Then priya She is the one who gives more importance to my marriage than me.

Oh god.... There is something magical power in his smile and speech . Everything he said kept coming back to my ear. He was totally strange.

Who is this Charan ? How others know him ? Swathi, my colleagues, my friends, even my boss also know him. Everybody takes selfie 🤳 with him. That waiter and The hotel manager himself came forward and served us food. I'm totally confused. Who can answer my question ? Yes kaviya.... first i think to call her. But it's already 11.30. So i give up my idea. When i see my mobile 📱 there is a notification from Facebook. It's a friend request from Charan. So i decide to check his profile page. After see his profile I'm really shocked 😲 😳. Charan the person who has 52 M followers 🙄.

Now i had one idea. I just searched his name in Google. Many results found. Lot and lot of charan is there. Then that waiter's words came to my mind. CHARAN MEHTA. When i use this name in search. The first image, yes it's Charan.

Everything I read next was just as shocking to me.

Charan is the most popular business man 👨‍💼 🕴 who win this year’s YOUNGEST BUSINESS MAN Award. A person who has been doing business in many countries. Always 50 percent reservation for Indian in his industry or factory. More and more......

Oh god..... He completely changed my mind. Until yesterday I was wondering if he was suitable for me. But today I have doubts about myself. Am I suitable for him ?.

At the same time i heard my mobile's ring tone. It's kaviya...

I just pick up the call 📞 as quick as.

Kaviya : heyy J . Why not you sleep yet? Is there any problem. ?

Me : no no dear. Everything is good. But Charan.....

Kaviya : oh really dear. Is my brother harassing you in a dream and not letting you sleep?.

Me : oh god kaviya. Will you stop your nonsense taking ?

Kaviya : ok ok J cool . Tell me what troubles you ?

Me : of course your brother. I want to know that, What he is doing in Canada ?

Kaviya : he is one of the most popular business man in Canada.

Me : yaa right. Then why did he chose me ? Of course He is soo handsome and more talented and truly intelligent. Then why ?

Kaviya : You told yourself he was so smart. His decision would not be wrong.

Me : oh dear.. please understand me.

I am in no way the right woman for your brother. Maybe he thinks he should just marry an Indian girl. There are so many beautiful women and rich women in this India. Even my financial position will not be equal to you in any way. Please tell me the truth. Is there any other reason behind this marriage other than my father’s health condition?

I really shocked to hear Charan ' s voice from other side.

Charan : of course. There is a reason behind it all. Yes I grew up in a foreign culture but what is wrong with it. I am looking for a girl to marry, not 💰 money. I expected the woman I was marrying to be my favorite one and I did not expect her to be rich. Money is not important to me in any way. You forgot one thing. If you marry me, my financial status is your financial status. Then there will be no difference between us, right?

After a short silence he resumed.

Charan : But I never expect this from you. I really disappointed with you.

He hung out the call.

Oh god... I made a big mistake. I think I hurt him. Then i made a call to him. But i only heard a switched off tune again and again. Oh god....

IN MORNING 🌄

I woke up early. Do my routine works and went to Charan's room. He was not in his room. After that I called him by mobile 📱. I heard the ring tone of his mobile and I knew that he had forgotten his cell phone and left. When I ask to others, i hear the answer only " no idea " .

Oh god.... Everything is my fault. What can I do now ? He totally disappointed with me. Now I don’t know what his mood will be. I have to say sorry for that. What do I do if he probably does not accept my apology. Maybe if others knew this thing what would they think of me. What do I do if they misunderstand me. What will I do if Charan decides to stop this marriage. If my father's health deteriorates again due to this.

Just as I was thinking about all this I saw Charan coming into the house 🏠. But he went on as if he was not looking at me. His gaze made it clear that he was not in the mood. Tomorrow is my marriage. But i spent this whole day to convince him. But all my efforts were in vain and to no avail. I have no hope that he will accept my apology.

Ok ... I don’t know what I’m going to do anymore. But I'm just thinking about my dad's health 😔 condition. I don’t know if my wedding will happen tomorrow. Nothing is in my hands anymore and I have handed over everything to that Lord.

I have no desire to continue this uninteresting story. So I end this story right here.

I will continue to search until I find the author of my story.

Searching for writer......

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